Living 28 Years with Genital Herpes – STD Interviews

HSVThis was an anonymous submission via the contact form.

I found this interview incredibly interesting as it reflects a lot of the feelings one initially experiences upon learning they have contracted an STD, yet, for this person, some of those same emotions prevail even 28 years later.

Living with an STD is different for everyone, and it’s the hope of The STD Project that websites such as this will help ease the strife and eradicate the stigma regardless of when and how an STD came about.

Baby steps, I know. :)

Thanks so much for your submission; sharing your story will truly help others and is an integral part of those baby steps as well!

1. How old are you?

47 years old

2. What do you do for a living?

Preschool teacher

3. What STD do you have/have you had?

Genital herpes

4. How long have you had or known you have an STD?

28 years

5. Do you know how you contracted this STD?

I had my first one night stand while I was on vacation in Europe; he was the 3rd person I had ever had sex with. He never said a word about having herpes, and he denied it later when I called him to tell him he had given me herpes.  

It was terribly demoralizing.

I was in a very deep depression and felt a significant amount of shame.

My other friends were much more promiscuous, but here I was with one irreversible mistake that I had no control over.

It is always difficult to tell someone I have herpes; it reopens the wound each time I have to tell someone.

6. How has your life changed since you contracted an STD?

It still negatively affects my self-esteem and confidence in my sexuality.

I still feel punished for being sexual in a way.

7. Do the people who know you have an STD treat you differently than they treated you before they knew?

No, but initially, I felt like gossip fodder in my group of 20 something friends.

Now that I am older, it is not a factor.

8. Are you currently under treatment for your STD?  If so, please share whether you have explored prescription medication, over-the-counter medication, or holistic and natural approaches.

Valacyclovir is the only medication that seems to help with the outbreaks.

After sex, I suggest that my partner wash with soap and water right away to hopefully reduce chances of transmission.

So far, I have not transmitted herpes to anyone.

9. Has having an STD hindered past relationships?

There is often a bit of pre-sex stress and anxiety, understandably.

10. Do you have a significant other?  If so, how has this STD affected your partner?

Not right now.

11. Have you been sexually active with someone since contracting an STD whom you did not tell you had an STD?


I was not given the choice and would not wish that predicament on anyone.

12. How have you changed as a result of contracting an STD?

Absolutely, this completely changed my ideas about my sexuality negatively.

I didn’t always choose a relationship with someone I was most attracted to and interested in for fear of rejection. I chose based on who might not judge me as harshly. I also choose someone who won’t be telling everyone else.

13. Why are you choosing to participate in this interview and/or is there anything else you would like to share with The STD Project?

When I was diagnosed, I had no resource for information and I felt like my sex life was over.

It’s not, and had a resource like this been available, I might not feel as damaged as I do.

Did this interview bring back similar feelings of your own? Do you have a different perspective or would you like to share something with the interviewee? Tell us your thoughts in the comments section below!

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